Hello loved ones.
Three weeks into school, and I am already wondering what I can go without doing and still pass my class. I'm suffering from a severe lack of motivation right at the moment, as this post is evidence of. I should be writing a paper, but instead my thoughts are elsewhere.
This week has not been easy. My heart is being torn between dreams and reality. As much as I believe that happiness is a choice and that you reap what you sow, you cannot control other people's behavior. I am not necessarily the patient sort. (A weakness I am certainly struggling to hand over.)
There lies my dilemma- do I risk letting someone that I care about slip through my fingers in my efforts to be patient, or do I put myself out there and not worry about potential consequences?
I'm praying for clarity and peace of mind, but it's not coming. Instead I'm feeling more unsettled as time goes on. Prayer is desperately needed right now!
